I was standing there under what felt like a waterfall of cosmic energy. I could feel it cascading down from the top of my head to my feet. I’ve never been a religious person, but this experience felt undeniably spiritual.
This was years ago when I first learned a qigong technique called the Cosmic Shower. Back then, I was more interested in emotional cleansing. But over time, I’ve come to realize that spiritual cleansing isn’t separate from emotional cleansing.
Spiritual But Not Religious
I don’t love the word “spiritual,” but I don’t have a better one, so let’s roll with it. To me, the word refers to a blissful state of union with something much larger than ourselves. I view it as something completely separate from religion. With Cosmic Shower, there’s a feeling of egolessness, or rather, a merging of our small ego with the massive fabric of the universe. It’s a visceral experience, not just intellectual.
Cosmic Shower teaches us to experience what some call “unity consciousness.” In my book, I called it “Unifying the Qi,” a “deep, quiescent state of cosmic awe.” It doesn’t matter whether you call this the Tao, the infinite, Source, Shiva, God, or simply Nature. It also doesn’t matter if you’re an atheist. This is a human experience, not a religion, and it is accessible to anyone.
The Evolution of Cosmic Shower
The precursor to Cosmic Shower was a Taoist qigong technique called “Opening of Five Flowers.” Today, I’d use the umbrella term qigong to describe this technique, but some teachers might call it neigong. Terminology aside, it was an advanced, internal practice that Taoist masters performed during seated meditation.
First, they accumulated qi in the lower dantian using something similar to Dantian Breathing. Then, through complex visualization, they brought their energy up to the top of the head, creating a cascade of energy down the body. This was poetically described as the “Five Flowers” blooming at the crown.
My ex-sifu, despite his serious ethical issues, was a qigong pioneer. He adapted this technique to a standing posture and added dynamic qigong movements to help induce the internal shower. Over the years, I’ve refined the practice even further. I teach this improved version in my Qigong 301 program.
This evolution serves as a valuable shortcut for modern practitioners. Instead of years of preparation, students who use a modern methodology (specifically, learning the Small Universe FIRST) can experience the Cosmic Shower within weeks. It’s an advanced, yet accessible, path to the spiritual experience I described above.
Trapped Trauma
When I first learned Cosmic Shower in the 1990s, I had no clue about trapped trauma. I didn’t even remember my own childhood trauma at the time. Today, trauma is a topic I’ve researched extensively, not just for my own healing, but for my students as well. Trauma isn’t just psychological. It gets stuck in the body. As the famous book title reminds us, the body keeps the score. Trauma experts like Dr. Bessel van der Kolk and Dr. Peter Levine have shown how trauma lives in the nervous system and the fascia.
In qigong theory, we understand that emotional blockages disrupt the flow of qi, leading to stagnation and illness. When we combine this understanding with modern trauma research, it’s easy to see how qigong can help regulate the nervous system and release blockages from the fascia. But Cosmic Shower goes even further for healing trauma.
How Cosmic Shower Heals Trauma
How does Cosmic Shower help heal trauma? As I said, it regulates the nervous system—but so do many forms of qigong. It also clears stagnant energy from the fascia and meridians, but again, other types of qigong do this too.
Where Cosmic Shower excels is in creating a safe, sacred experience that reconnects us to our natural sense of “cosmic awe.” When we stand under that “cosmic waterfall,” we’re not just cleansing—we’re reconnecting with Source/Tao/God. This reconnection isn’t intellectual; it’s somatic. We FEEL that we’re part of something bigger. We aren’t just our trauma, our wounds, or our fears. This recognition is crucial for true healing.
God’s Forgiveness?
A student once described Cosmic Shower like this: “I felt God’s forgiveness flow from Heaven down through me, cleansing me of my sins.” At the time, that language didn’t resonate with me. I wouldn’t use words like that.
But now, with age and maturity, I get what she meant. While I don’t use the word “God,” the experience of Cosmic Shower is like being washed in a universal, forgiving energy. It’s a deep release—a way to unburden ourselves from trauma, guilt, and the weight of modern life. All of that tension, fear, and sadness clogs your system. Cosmic Shower washes it all away.
Closing Thoughts
In today’s world, it’s easy to forget that true healing goes beyond the body. Cosmic Shower reminds us that there’s a deeper layer—a layer where trauma, emotions, and spirit are intertwined. The real power of Cosmic Shower lies in helping us reconnect with something bigger than ourselves, something timeless and universal. It’s not about being religious or subscribing to a belief system. It’s about allowing yourself to feel whole again.
When we wash away the stuck energy, trauma, and heaviness of life, we’re left with clarity and peace. Cosmic Shower offers a chance not just to cleanse, but to deeply reconnect with the very essence of life.